Angelic Laughter...

Monday, December 05, 2011

Angelic Laughter...


It’s okay you can laugh though it won’t necessarily be in the way you want to, should I say the way I want you to, or in a way that might not end up in me hating you. What I want to offer is something I’m not so sure I can deliver… laughter; I call myself the Marquis de Joker but what’s the joke other than the fact that I’m “Beggin” you to love me.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m funny, I’m hilarious, my thoughts, deeds, and then face and I think I still have a chance with you; you’ll laugh for quite awhile before you call the cops. I’m not sure what I could say to emit a smile from you and yet I dream I could make you laugh; I’ve never made a girl laugh like that before I don’t think. In the end you’ll be like everyone else as much as I don’t want you to; I’m “Stuck In A Moment” of being a clown and never a lover.

How many times have I promised you anything and everything; look at the stuff I learned for Chrissy hell she saw me as a monster and to everyone else I looked like an ass or whatever. Maybe I am too serious sometimes or not serious enough, anyway I don’t think love should be a joke and it surely isn’t light; maybe I’m too busy trying to carry angels and girls… what you’ll say “Heavy In Your Arms” I’ve never been strong enough. There was a time when I was a kid that I wanted to be a comedian and instead I became the joke, while I should have been busy trying to become a real boy I was too busy becoming a puppet.

So I suppose I can’t offer you laughs, but like anything else I offer to try and that’s why I didn’t fuck the prom queen or any other girl for that matter. They say we make plans and God laughs, I make plans and you laugh, I just hope one day that we can laugh together instead of all of this angelic laughter or a lack there of…

~Angelic Laughter...~

To make light of love… giggle
A puppet on your string
The signal
What do you mean?
How can this be?
You cut me from above
And I’m falling
To make light of love

Watching you wiggle
Line after line it seems
About how you jiggle
I’m just not funny
But honey
Am I not trying hard enough?
Maybe I’m just a dummy
To make light of love

Is the truth so fickle?
My thoughts for a penny
Paying a nickel
A date with me
Why are you laughing?
Something beautiful to touch
Must be joking
To make light of love

Or loving
An angel from above
Such is my comedy
To make light of love

Copyright © 2011, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

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